since i come back from US, almost nothing went well for me... it is like, a fall after climbing so high up... i sorta lost 2 frens and a cousin, all of whom was dear to me but didnt know me well and took me for granted... lol... actually quite ridiculous, i know i can be irritating to some people sometimes but i am just being myself... it is like take it or leave it... well these people took it, then after a while threw it away... chee keong told me to be myself... those 3 ppl i juz wanna tell you, you tot i left myself out didnt you... i tried joining in ur conversations, but failed... you 3 didnt even tried talking to me... is it that difficult to confront me? whatever la... you guys will not spoil my mood for christmas... actually i wanted to solved this problem b4 christmas... but after i fell out wif my cousin, and found out alot bout wad they were thinking... i juz tot that they r not fit to be my frens if thats wad they tot and did nothing... felt so much better... haha... juz to tell the rest of you... US was fun ^^ i saw snow and was so beautiful... i meant the scenery... i went skiing and snowboarding... super fun sia... u shud try it out sometimes... so many things happen this month... i had fun with my cousin a week, the next week i fell out wif him... but thanks god i have so many more friends than i tot i have... i thank you all ^^
